coffeeloveparis:

i’m tanner than you’ll ever get grimy slut. & that’s all I have to say. 

do you think that your a hard ass by calling me a fucking rat on your tumblr? because YOUR precious michael was flirting with ME, & i got blamed for it, so i told you the truth. i sent you pictures to prove it and your still pissed at me? that isn’t half as bad as you CHEATING ON HIM. i still cannot believe you try to deny it, me and like five others sat there and watched you make out with someone else ON MY COUCH. and what about charles? the night we stayed at his house after zero gravity? or what about you fucking tom on prom night? OR OR OR jake on my bed? blows my mind. what about what happened to jakes house? you didn’t write “your best friend is a slut” on his sidewalk? I SAT THERE AND WATCHED YOU. lol. and you always blog about how happy you guys are, yet your always blogging bitching about him. hm. i should have broken you two up, and got in the way, because i didn’t even try and i came pretty damn close. he loved me before, we have a lot of past, remember? he told me. lolol. too bad he disgusts me because of YOU. damn.. I’m a fucking rat huh? thats all you got? and all you can say is that your tanner then ill ever be? you look like a fucking leather bag, lol. ick. you won’t say shit to my face though, i dare you too. i dare you to look at me the wrong way if i see you. well see what happens, because I’m not fucking scared of you, & honestly i don’t ever fight people but for you, i might just make an exception. ill be looking forward to it. :) I’m a grimy slut? YOU SLEEP WITH EVERYONE YOU DISGUSTING BITCH. so keep fuckin with me, i love it.

to all you guys that have hurt me, broke me down, & made me feel less then i am.. thank you. thank you for opening my eyes & making me that much stronger. i don’t regret any of you, you were all just a little bit of wasted time & a big lesson learned.

We haven’t had a decent conversation in forever. And tonight, I called you to confront you about some things I’ve been hearing and instead of having a little confrontation, we spent like an hour yelling and screaming on the phone. Id talk over you & you’d talk over me.. it really sucks because I thought you’d always be my best friend by my side & when you asked if I was your white girl & you said no, I wasn’t expecting u to give up so easily. I wanted you to want me to still be your white girl & you walked away like you did with school.. I love you so much Steven but I feel like I care about you more then you do yourself anymore. And I dunno what to do about it. I really hope you do enroll in school again next year and actually do something with your life. You have so much potential. Ill miss you. You made me so sad tonight & I’m still sitting here replaying our conversation, crying, because I really thought you were someone I could count on but in time, you showed me your just like the rest.. - your miserable Whitegirl